Saturday, November 28, 2009

8 days.


Woohoo! i am going to Nepal on 7th December. Gonna go up 5555m which is 18000feet.



Awesome photographs.
I don't have a fantastic camera but i think it doesnt take a great camera to capture the breathtaking views of something so majestic. :D
I am feeling alittle jittery.
I'm excited.
I am in anticipation of an adventure i'd relish.
Please pray for our health and safety. Hope hope hope! :))
I'll be praying for everyone at the temples!


and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
20:30




Tuesday, November 24, 2009

sudden fear.


i have this sudden fear that i will never get married.
i want to but i will not because i can't find anyone right. :(
But really, i just don't know what i want.

Don't like depressing thoughts. Must be the Pills.


and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
22:04




Sunday, November 22, 2009

Angry.


I think Bilingualism is the way to go!

What happened to immersion as a good way to learn a language? Many studies have shown its effectiveness.
I really feel that to master a language, we'd really have to learn to use it by using it. Using English to teach Chinese should not be an explicit method but one that is used when no other methods suffice or work. GAH! Embrace the fact that Chinese is a language learnt by rote learning and English is, to some extent, a phonology-based language. Okay i am gonna continue on this another day. I learn so much about this in psychology that i feel strongly about this issue. Can someone like Dr Susan educate or advise him?!?


and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
18:45




Excitement is...


a splendid myriad of wonderful feelings.

I did stupid things, i'm still doing silly things. Lemme grow wiser.

It's tough to find a Sunday morning partner.


and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
12:32




Wednesday, November 18, 2009

A white seed for my jug.


Chinese have many virtues and values to observe and live by. I remembered a story about a man who strives to keep his jug of seeds untainted by black seeds. Everyday he would evaluate himself and if he had live with a clear conscience or did a good deed, he would put in a white seed. If he had done something he shouldn't have, he would have a black seed.

I wouldn't say i am a good person nor a bad person but i did something i'm quite proud of this morning. On the way to buona vista from boon lay, I asked a 35-ish man, who was keeping his head low and reading his book on how to be successful, to give up his priority seat to an old lady. I realised it took me quite abit of courage to stand up for what is right. I felt jittery for awhile but it felt good. :D It's not everyday i am caught such a situation so it's a a good thing i did what i've done otherwise it'll be bugging me the whole day! I'd really want someone to do that for my own ah-ma too.

Makes me feel like Audrey Tautou. :D I like quirky good natured girls.

But i don't think i'd ever be as skinny as she is. Gah. I need to slim down.
School's almost out. GESL is abit of a stress for me. I hope everything goes well. :)) I think i am a very good event coordinator. Like i said, being nice and friendly always helps. I'm thanking my lucky starsss.

I want to...
learn to cook from grandma.
learn to drive and own a car.
learn to ride a horse.
learn golf.
start something.


and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
18:40




Monday, November 16, 2009

Nights like these.


I dread nights like these. Nights when I'm alone, can't sleep, having exams tomorrow, feeling down and intimately wounded.


and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
02:40




Sunday, November 15, 2009


Yup, that's gonna be my shoe by the end of this month. As seen on alexa chung's feet. :)

I've heard how comfortable it is and i really hope it is. It's a heavy investment for a school shoe, literally. Critics said that it's school marmish. Hrm, I wonder. I love the classic bow. So crisp. ;)

I saw this on a newyorker-bc blog. Hrm, i'm in love with cream recently. If i am rich enough, i would wanna get this pair next. Yum. Okay, i know i have to save and i've to pay my debts. Argh.

Another retail guilt-tripping gratification buy is the katespade therapy. 25% on top of 75%. :D
The crissy bows are new collections. I think it's adorable for parties or little outings. Just keys, cards, cash and phone. The other is a work-shop bag. Nice. Reminds me of the oh-so-expensive prada workbag.


I think i would get it only next year.


Yah, tell me about it. I'm sucked into consumerism, when there're sales that is. I can't muster any courage to work into a shop in paragon/taka and buy something. It's just doesn't make any economical sense. I know buying them when on sale still doesn't but if you wanna get something and you know you can get them cheaper like in DFS, through connections, overseas shipping, then I just can't stand the thought of not getting them cheaper.

Ah, my ultimate lust is still REAL shopping in France.

Thank you very much.

Can't wait for the final test to be over.


and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
12:10




Saturday, November 14, 2009

I wanna be...


a fashion designer
a fashion/lifestyle magazine editor
a travel writer
an american shrink
a singer sensation
an actress
a top model
a politician
a beauty queen
a flight stewardess
a principal
a restaurant owner
a photographer
a child care boss
a swallow in the sky.
hrm, i wanna be so many many wonderful people and things, i need more than a lifetime.

Life's too short. And i'm only 23.


and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
03:59




Monday, November 9, 2009

In a blink.


Many things happen within a blink of an eye.
The pistol shoots.
The car crashes.
The baby is born.
The rain is gone.
Actions acted.
Decisions decided.
Tears fall.
Teardrops dry.
Smile flashes.
Frown flutters.
Heart beats.
Memory remembers.
In a blink of an eye, many things happened.

Today felt like a drama serial except i was the only lead and it was a sad soap opera in the fine drizzle.



Baby, come home. I'm being punished for being lonely. I can only wished, only hope, only hope.


and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
23:53




Thursday, November 5, 2009

9 held much better days.


At least things were much simpler.


and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
22:44




Monday, November 2, 2009

Protection


What an important word.
From viruses or invasions of all kinds - illness, computer hacks, preganancy, evil spirits.
You get the idea.
I slept for 3 hours or less because of the lack of protection against computer viruses.
My computer did a virus scan on my thumb and deleted all the files i've prepared for my major presentation today, at 10pm, just when I was going to study for my Math test in a rush.
So i cursed like i never swore before and decided whatever i feel, i would still have to do it so i calmed myself and finished it minimally by 12mn. Then i rushed my rush through math notes and slept at 4.30am.
I also realised i forgot to bring my contact lenses. Gah.
Okay...
I'm up, with java and kaya. Time for the test. God bless me and our mental strength and capabilities. Amen.
Yes i have hope for today.


and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
08:31




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