Peter Pan & Friends.

Although i am excited and eager to move on to my next phase of life, i am not delighted at the thought of leaving all the younger, fond memories behind especially the fact that i have to mature and be responsible. Will i still be pardoned for being young, foolish and daring? Do i still have the time to live each day as it is without thinking? I'm not sure but right now, i think most of us still refuses to grow up. In fact, many of those who are supposed to be "adults" act like "juveniles", abuse their power that comes from age by acting in irresponsible or childish manners.

One last paper but i'm relunctant to study for it. I'm sleeping 12 hours a day and i think i'm trying to escape from the impending event of graduation. I hate teary endings. But without them, how can we learn to move on to possibly greater and happier beginnings?

Sweet, sweet embrace, the hopeful picture of the plans ahead.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
22:11

Acting on Differences

:) i like this sweet picture of claymation and love tori amos's sleeps with butterflies alot recently. Every detail, colours or even names has a significance.

Examinations are really coming. I'm missing NUS and all the times i've had. Good or bad, they made me who i am today. Everyday i still carry some hope, plenty of smartness, a dash of good luck and the usual charm.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
21:17

Wasted.

More photos i found. Although i dont like the taste of butter iced tea (just one of the 4 shots they added in or was it the addition of champage?) but it sure is gd to kickstart nights.

Wasted a day away from notes and infront of computer fervently searching for cheap air tickets and accomodating each other's schedule. Finally all my tickets are booked. Very expensive i must say and i sorta made a booboo. Could've saved myself 50bucks. :(( Oh well. I really really don't know how am i gonna get dough for this grad trip. :S Still need to look for places to stay in Poland, Russia and London. Especially Russia, wish me lotsa good luck man! No more northern ireland or istanbul. Sigh. I really hope this trip is fun. Really looking forward to the stretch with Jab in Portugal. Awesome. Gonna try wakeboarding and his portugese friend has the 2nd largest house in town. Cool.

Okay, me need study more. God, please bless me with wisdom, strength and good luck! Amen. May the mug force be with us! Teehee. Hope!

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
00:51

Labrador Park

Nice. Virgin rides. Painful gravel floor. Killer pongpong pink flowers. Very awesome canopy of stars. :))

As i've prophesied, i butter-ed. Was fun only because the company was goooooddddd! I know because friday stinks mother big time. Aftermath Rebel played good musik too. Darn, shudda brought camera! These are grabbed from fb. Hehe.

I'm given another chance, another shot! Please let the way forward be mighty bright! I really hope i would adequately qualify for the programme. It was something i wanted right at the start. Wish me the greatest good luck in the world! :))

Besides, portugal, everyother plans stink. I'm usually not the one who plans or at least i have someone to help me, i feel alone on this one, that's why. Sianz.

Feels like a bubble yet is sweet as gum but sometimes it's kinda dull. 0o0o0o... i love the smile. Sunshine perks! :)) Nice.

Exams are like a distant notion to me but i am feeling the stress because i know my 2 wasted weeks is biting back at me. Just one more in NUS. bitterSWEET.

Around 9 more for openbk.
8 themes to digest and analyse then assimilate before spewing out intelligent talk.
5 days to eat 10 chapters and regurgitate. Ultimate :S!

Please give me a octo core processor of 5.0GHz, RAM 16GB, HDD 1000GB.
Read fast, process fast and lotsa capacity to store and recall. Whoohooo!

God bless us all! May the mug force be with us! HOPE! :))

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
00:38

Nights i can't sleep.

After i handed up the thesis last monday, i've been doing absolutely nothing constructive enough to feel satisfied. Nothing.

Watched Confessions of a shopaholic before embarking on our shopaholic spree. Well not much of a spree, i only bought 2 simple tops. I keep telling myself to buy stuff i could wear to work as well. Haha. Was told i had fine lines under my eye because i love to rub my eye. Darn, how did she know!? Yup, i fell for it and bought this cool eye cream. ~~Hopefully i am not too lazy to keep up the routine.~~ *sheepish* Had great tasting curry udon courtesy of seok & we bought delicious rive gauche choco cake for dessert. It was good monday night to sleep.

Tuesday came and dashed by, Wednesday was presentation then band practice and a failed attempt to chillout with beer.

I finally learnt to play pool on Thursday and enjoyed a long relaxing night doing nothing but drink and talk and sing. I like that. :)) Didn't really like the part when i think i talked abit too much. :X

Met up for coffee with a junior and realizing how old i am. F. Do u remember how it felt to be worrying about what uni to study and what scholarship to apply to? I'm already getting out of one! Phew.
Then it was shopping and dinner and KTV! Woohoo! My 3rd ever ktv session. Or maybe 2nd? I can't really remember. It was fun and i did more shopping damage. This time on clothes i wouldnt teach in. :S That was Friday.

Saturday was dinner and zoukkkkk! Was kinda boring but as the morning hours crept in, it brought along some interesting events. Someone was cheating and someone cheated. Sigh. And i had to witness it. Disappointment.

No matter what happens, zouk has left many fond and terrible memories etched to my mind. And i am very sure that it is the same for many of us. Ah, definitely a SG's icon to many of us.
So loyal i am, i have not visited butter. But i'm pretty sure i will soon. Considering how i like the greasy american sliders they offer at Overeasy. Yum! :p

I miss days like these.

i think someone took the sun from my flowers.

Oh lemme study and get out soon. Let's hope that everything goes well. :))

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
01:50

<3 my wardrobe

Okay girls! I've a new website selling clothes i can't wear or bought too many of.
Can't bear to throw. Do give some support! I just updated with a pair of GAP super skinny jeans which i love so much but i can't wear it when i came back to Singapore.

Think the weather here is too hot/humid, many shoes and jeans i used to be able to wear in UK can't fit me back here. Sobs. The update also includes a H&M tank top and primark brown top.

Okay, go see see look look whenever you're free oki? MUAHZ!

http://heartmywardrobe.blogspot.com

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
02:09

Lost.

I've been so busy with work that i've not had proper sleep. My biological clock has turned tupsy-turvy. As the due date of my thesis approaches, i feel a deep sense of loss. It suddenly seems so real that i've reached another milestone of my life and i'm already almost quarter century old. I've not achieved much, I can't honestly say i've been living life the way i want and be happy and I've not obtained the satisfaction of living yet.

A friend i met today told something.
You're someone who's probably not gonna get the happily after ending although you think you want it. Because even if you've found happiness, you would always crave for some drama, some excitement.
Reminds me of the movie, "He's just not that into you". We shall and must all grow out of this.

I may not subscribe to any particular faith but i've faith in Him and whoever He is, I believe He has plans for me. Let's all have Hope and be Hippy Happy! :))

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and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
03:13

Kisses Given

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