Happy.

"If only everyday felt like this, wind through my hair." I bet she had fun. :))
It is starting to end, but we've only just begun. :)

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
17:50

Your story

Last night, someone kinda spoilt my mood but i got over it quickly. It didnt discount the fact that many evil, vengeful thoughts ran through my mind. He was putting himself on the podium and pushing me to the bottom based on our schools. I thought a very good comeback line would be "hey, we ended up at the same place and you took a longer time right?".
It's quite mean, so i brushed it off my mind. I wished people would exercise more courtesy. I didnt even provoke him. Gah. I think he eventually got the idea that i didn't like his behavior. It wasn't very mature considering he's pretty much older than me. More importantly, I hope he didn't and will not inculcate such values and attitudes in his students.

I'm in the library, watching the evening sun. It's another beautiful end to the day. I saw some people walking around and i thought about how i always felt that everyone must have a fantastic story to share about their life. Even if it were "mundane" relative to someone else's, I'm sure it's worth investigating the reasons behind the differences. I'm glad i did psychology and i think this is why i am a psychology student. I'm so judgemental yet so keen and curious to know. I'd love to keep a scrap book full of stories i've heard.

Will you tell me more?

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
18:15

too fast too furious

Paul Van Dyk was dope last night. He wasn't fantastic last year and i remembered paying to get in with the med girls yet got disappointed. All's well last night. :)

What's not so swell is I got sucked down the alice wonder hole again!
BAH! This is shit. How? I think God is trying to tell me something. But where's the bed of roses at the end? I think i've landed on the thorns.
Ended too quickly, i've not even had enough fun yet! I'm so gonna try, won't you lemme?

Meet me halfway, right at the borderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night & day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

i wanna feel it baby, come on gimme hope and realise us.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
16:51

increasingly.

i've always loved bright colours but i can feel the world around me becoming grey.
i'm growing old and cynical. i no longer laugh like i used to. i worry more. i think more. i feel sore. i don't like this feeling growing inside me. why is it when A happens when B happens, but when it comes to me, B happens and A doesn't? It had to happen not once, not twice but too many times. I hate being cheated and stuck in the middle. I don't know how to get rid of this gnawing feeling and thought. It's unhealthy. I'm becoming bitter. I still want my bright colours.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
01:38

F**K

When he's here for zoukout i'm in nepal. Cold and deprived of alcohol, good music and a great danceout. F**K F**K F**K! when will i ever meet him!!!!!!!! ARGH!

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
14:30

Hardly breathing

I don't understand how can two persons be happy together when they know personally they have been cheating on each other but the other doesn't know?
Doesn't your guilt haunt you?
Wouldn't you want your relationship to be built on trust and intimacy?
Is it really a habit so difficult to break?

Someone once told me, it's the ability to withheld and keep secrets that would make a relationship work. I understand where that is coming from, and in many situations it may be right but just for me, myself, I'd beg to differ. I'm not being a saint and say no cheating, I'm just hoping for some honesty and remorse.

I don't understand many many things. The more i know, the more i don't know.
I just don't want to be in such situations, ever.

School keeps me so busy. I don't recall ever working so hard for a long long long time.
I'm not smart. I just keep myself afloat. One day, living each day just to be happy may be my downfall. Of course, let that never happen and let hope keep me alive. God bless. xx

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
18:02

people are too rich

prada stuff are sold out again and it's only an hour into the sale.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
13:41

Kill

I know what i should do but i just can't walk away.

baby baby baby. come home soon!

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
01:03

I'm no longer living.

Just days of school and moving on and on in monotony. Going out and having fun but not feeling the rush of adrenaline anymore. It's all been so mundane. Don't know what to do anymore.

Try to reach out to me touch my hand.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
15:20

Kisses Given

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