selfish beings

C'mon, no matter how altruistic you appear to be, there has to be at least one time that you failed to think for others.
It feels a little sad to know that you were just a speck of dust in someone's vault of memories especially when the feeling is not mutual. What comes around, goes around. Well i do it to someone else, someone else does it to me.

I'm kinda drifting along. I'm amazed at how some people can find it so easy to commit to a single person so quickly. Perhaps commit at a level where dating is exclusive but to enter a serious relationship would be frivolous when decided within a short time frame. Maybe i am jealous because i haven't really met someone to tie me down. Maybe i am right. Maybe i'm entering the grey area.

What's true and real is that i am broke. Not yet working but already in debts. I hate the thought of it. That's what happens when you travel too much, too far and shop, eat and play in abundance. I still trying to get used to weather here. Body is having alot of negative reactions to it. A wave of zitopia went by. Still recovering from it.

I want to be rich and successful!

There, i've said it. Everyone has said it at least one in their lives and so here's mine. I'm sure there'll be more. Learning from MJ, as much as we love his songs, dance moves, we know he is not really the perfect role model. The debts, the mentally unsound actions and all that surgery. What shocking news! Too early too soon. I would have wanted to hear him at his uk tour.

First day in school and miserly pay is already running.

Everything stems from having hope. :)) Let's hope.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
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