Lost.
Everyone needs directions. Suddenly i felt that i've lost the reason to why i've a blog. It's the place where i retreat, reflect and remember. At least i got reminded of it today.
It's that time again. I've not had a nice quiet bus ride in a long time. No rush, no sweat, just going where i'm going and enjoying my world within the music through my ears. It made me think about past events that I shouldn't have let happened. It's so hard to let these matters go by and to find it within yourself to be magnanimous, to forgive and forget. Perhaps i'm just waiting for a proper explanation, an apology or some reason of some sort before these walls around these unpleasant memories would crumble and fall away.
Time doesn't heal all things, time simply bleaches them, folds them, hides them but traces would always remain to haunt you. I hate this icky feeling. I seek closure to everything that happens and i've to have it happen.
and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
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Monday, December 22, 2008
To Do List.
I'm up waiting for a call. Contemplating on another glutinous rice ball soup. It was "dong zhi" or Winter solstice. The day Chinese collect their harvest and prepare for new year as the whole family enjoys a warm bowl of rice ball dessert.
I am quite excited to go America. As you said, to curb my insatiable desire. Haha! I'm worried i will be bogged down by work because i've trainings and matches before the break and tests after the break. *fingers crossed*
Meanwhile I am gonna try to save up but i still need these just for new year. It happens to fall on my birthday so spurging alil' should be fine eh? :))
1. lotsa new lingerie haha!
2. new pairs of jeans in black and blue.
3. kickass comfy work/party heels
Finally muster the energy to get my basic test date. High doubtful about me actually learning to drive after the test.
Am gonna try to invest my mula while i'm young.
Perhaps stop being excited about shopping in america and that i want a new mac laptop. Woohoo!
Meanwhile please please give me the mental strength to start on my thesis and send me Your blessings on Tuesday! Hope!!!
and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
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Sunday, December 21, 2008
What i've got for Christmas.
This is quite a horrible picture from Chloé.
I might put up better photos soon. I'll be carrying the red one around next semester. Hopefully not jinxed by it. Really thought it was fugly when i got it but then i saw the reversible psychedelic colourful side. Yummy. I love the whimsical nature of it despite how it makes me look short since it's such a long and bag bag. Of course, i love the full leather smell of it. Sheepskin and all. Yummy Yum.
But there's no better smell than the morning smell you wake up to.
I might put up better photos soon. I'll be carrying the red one around next semester. Hopefully not jinxed by it. Really thought it was fugly when i got it but then i saw the reversible psychedelic colourful side. Yummy. I love the whimsical nature of it despite how it makes me look short since it's such a long and bag bag. Of course, i love the full leather smell of it. Sheepskin and all. Yummy Yum.
But there's no better smell than the morning smell you wake up to.
and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
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Friday, December 19, 2008
Nasty Habits & Evil Addictions
You're my nasty habit and I'm your evil addiction.
Cold turkey is tough.
Having a game later is pure torture. Not to mention results coming out soon.
Oh, Please have mercy on me.
Will update soon.
Now's the time to Hope.
and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
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Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Everything is a vivid blur
Traveling by Singapore Airlines.
Living in a villa this time.
Can't wait for Thursday to end on a happy note.
Hope!
:))
and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
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