Wickerpark.

I am single & available. Unfortunately, I'm not sought after. Well, having many suitors may be very flattering to the ego but it isn't really something to boast about because it really isn't a very pleasant task to dismiss nice boys who committed no crime just because they fancied you and constantly spoil you with attention and gifts and love. And usually, you would only be utterly disappointed that their friendship exists only because they're chasing your skirt.

Personally, i hate dating. I'd rather God sent someone to love me and told me reciprocate. He doesn't have to be flawless but i trust Him so I'm sure we should be at least compatible.
Sometimes i felt that He did send someone to love me (think Robbie Williams now) but I trampled over His delicate gift of love to me.
Sometimes i felt He was letting me experience the tougher times so that when a right one comes along, everything would be clearer because the times just seem sweeter.
Sometimes i feel like i'm already going through a basketful of clearance goods and sometimes i feel like the products on sale.
Sometimes i feel like i'm not meant to commit because i'm quite a 3-minute girl yet sometimes i just want to be a simple woman who wifes, mothers and houses.

Did i make a wrong decision? Did we make the wrong moves? Could i go back to the start? Could we return to where we began?

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, Comin' up Tails
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.

Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessin' at numbers and figures,
Pulling your puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles, Chasin' up Tails
Comin' back as we are

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.

I'm goin' back to the start.

If only it was this simple.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
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