One step at a time.

Feels a little sad but it was kinda like the last time i'll see sucha big group of hallmates partying together in zouk. Gettin' high on lambos and dancing like crazy shit women. Been a long while since we've partied like that, me ladies.

Looking back at the other A2 memories i've had, we were much crazier. Obviously trippin' in here. HAHA! One question though, where's yilynn?!

Family. :) Same ol' same ol'. Always thai food too. But i like the part where we sit down together for a cuppa at starbucks. We talk a lil' more than we do at home.

Accuracy of death was absolutely beautiful. Besides having gorgeous takeshi kaneshiro, my long time love affair mate, it was not fantastic but just simple and tasteful i guess. Makes you wonder "so what's my purpose in life?"

Watched "2 days in paris". My exact sentiments.

It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much.

When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really love this one. When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost. Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well.

There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.

There's always a group of me's' groping around, bumping into walls, tripping over steps and falling into wells but we are, trust me, searching and waiting for just one particular someone to tell us that "the search is over baby, stop trying, stop crying, you're here now, with me".

Enough of that sob and slob. Japanese movie made me feel like learning Jap and the french movie made me feel like learning french.

Je suis magomago!

Meanwhile, time for taiwan! :)) xoxo

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles