What a wasted day. It feels like the life i wanna have when i start working.
Got up at 4pm alone in my own apartment. Lulu wakes up to greet me as i dragged myself to wash up.
Sitting infront of the laptop with lulu lying on the chair beside me. Like me, she needs company. It's kinda mellow sometimes, to think about how she was taken away from her family to live with us. Maybe this is why she needs our company. But we all love her so.

Tired, so tired.

Of everyone and everything.

Too many closed doors.

Too many lies.

Been running and running,

till i tripped and not win.

Dizzy from the circles,

running all my life.

When will it be my turn?

To find an open door,

To anticipate and be gratified.

Maybe i should be learning not trying.

I don't expect anything, expect nothing, expect nothing at all.