of car rides and Snow Patrol and Peter Pan wannabes.

Looked back at my own blog but sad to say it's no longer around. :S There goes my memories. I've got poor memories and now I can't remember the details.

Borrowed some cds from my brudder.
Some people are shower singers. Me? I love singing in the car. And i love car rides in the night anywhere and any speed with the radio on along the deserted roads filled with warm lights peeking through the trees lining the expressways.
I used to sing this song. We used to sing this song. I still love this song.

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wish I had not said
Are played in loops til it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
And not our last days of silent screaming blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should've stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back don't think just do
More than anything I want to see you girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

Had french food at serene centre. It's rather delicious for the price. :) Pear sake & apple pie are nice at island creamery. So far they're the nicest i've had there. I had a great studying session at btc. The walk through botanic gardens was my first time and made me miss edinburgh so much. Babes we should go back again!! :D

Someone's mother mentioned this recently and i felt kinda sad how life is for most people.

"It doesn't matter if you don't marry the love of your life. As long as you've really loved someone so much before and experienced the extremes that love could bring, let that be enough.

Marry the one whom you think can provide the best for you and your children and will be a good father/mother/husband/wife and let that be enough."

Oh how lucky are those who married out of passion and not just commitment nor lust.

Well, I still have my shot at it! :)

I have so much i want to do during the holidays but it's either difficult to attain or expensive to endeavour or events that would depend too much on luck. Hrm. We'll see.

School's coming to an end. Got a test tomorrow but i am so sick of studying. Sigh, everyone's moving out. Who's gonna be my neighbours?! :S I'll miss everyone. Especially times with the awesome4somes. So many memories, sigh. Everything seems so surreal. I wished i could live those times through again... do i?

So many stories i've heard of ambitious people achieving or pursuing their dreams. Somehow they made me feel that I'm moving towards my goals too slowly. I wanna be my PTT!!!

Okay, so much random rumblings. Suddenly I am so old yet my mentality is still so juvenile. Gosh. I need to grow up but i don't want to.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
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