Rachael Yamagata

8 minutes to my next presentation. 2 presentations every week now. I'm jaded.
A reason to smile.
Noone comes close.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
12:48

On the last night we met.

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make

the songs that haunt and linger.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
13:02

Pink rocks my socks.

Hello world, i am back in hall. Receiving my first mid-sem test grades tomorrow. The one i prayed aloud in the previous previous entry on 8th March.
Meanwhile, mr he aka oily body was in the finals for the search of cleo bachelor. I'm so proud of my occasional ptbf. Here are some photos of him and his fan club. Yes, u can have a preview of my too cool for school pink bob now. It reminded me so much of natalie portman in Closer. If only i am as gorgeously pink as she is or even as intelligent as she is to be in Harvard.

Mr He hehehehehehe...

PS: Yes people, I am NOT wearing a wig. My hair is naturally lustre and pink. Ash pink now. It faded again. Black next i suppose.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
00:01

Could u show me Dear...something infinitely interesting...

There’s something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you’re so worth the fight. . .

My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way . . .yeah

Could you show me dear, something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
Could you show me dear, something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting. . .

There’s something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
More subtle than something someone contrives
Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing. . .

Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
Strange how it turns out that way . . .yeah

Could you show me dear, something I’ve not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
Could you show me dear, something I’ve not seen?
Something infinitely interesting

i've once wrote an entry about how music/songs are the milestones in my life and how each song that echoes in my head is a song that represents you and me and my/our world.
I could sing so many songs of sweet memories and whisper softly to send you to sleep but there's noone to appreciate it like you did.
i am waiting for there will come a time, these songs would have a whole new meaning to me and they'll bring the crinkles to my eyes and my lips.
Well we all know we all have to move on because if ever someone returns tattered and broken, it'll never be the same. Just won't.
it's weird how someone's absence leaves you angry but you feel that a part of you is being robbed away rudely and this pain lingers and haunts you every now and then.
i need my superhero & you'll be my novocaine, my ritalin.
Me? i'll be your morphine. Get addicted. ;)
Oh man, weekends home with the itune on shuffle would always send me into an emotional turmoil, all mushy inside out. Can't help putting that "L" on my forehead.
Ok, F the mush and work work work.

xoxo.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
23:47

Need some help here.

I have a major test on monday and i am totally not driven to study.

Bugged by commitments, tummy aches, internet obssession, constant dry coughs and headaches.

Oh god, I need your help to do well this semester! HELP!

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
23:29

Happy moments to remember.

After a 6 hours colour job at toni's from 5 to 11, rushed down to zouk. So grateful you were there waiting. I could have starved. xx :)) Oh my, my butt must have been flattened.

Meanwhile, check my new colour job to go with the crop. ;)

Birthday boy!

And then we have his best pal's birthday 2 days later. :))

For a finale, here's a poor picture of how short my hair is now. Er, if u can spot me la? Haha!

Had great dimsum with the vj dollies and mj at nette's. After poor luck at blackjack, i had rather good luck at mj but net deficit is still (mere) 30cents. Would have preferred straight winnings though. Haha!

From my crushie sweetheart, she says "It's not time that heals all wounds, it's really love".

I think so too. To every guy who's fighting for the special someone, just hafta work harder to replace all of him with all of you inside and never leave again.

Mid sem break is over. DRATS. We'll keep that hope up, won't we? ;)

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
17:20

reminders

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause It's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The Only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into...

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

-taylor swift, teardrops on my guitar

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
14:25

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