Deepest Sympathy

I feel very perturbed by the death of the 5 dragonboat rowers. Maybe because they're all so young and promising, it feels very close to heart. Life's really so unpredictable and fragile. I would like to express my condolences to their families and friends.

Meanwhile, life still goes on so mug on.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
11:43

Birthday getaway from mugging

I feel a little sad today despite the usual should-be-studying-coz-stressed-yet-don't-know-why-but-damn-sianz mood. I think i still need a looonnnngggg time to get things thrown out of my system.
Anyway, a more legitimate reason for not studying compared to playing with lulu or going online or watching tv.

It's my Dearest Everything's 21st
and
We All Lurvvveeee Lynette! :))

I took this 'cause my dear told me that she felt old already. Well, we're fitting in quite well by playing poker after they left. Haha.

Meet chocolate and Odie. :) Odie is DAMN bloody HUUGE and he is only 1 yrs old.
Shar Pei is so ugly but that means he is rather cute. :P Lulu is like one tenth of Odie's size. :S

Haven't got a better photo but here's my everything - Lynette! One of the last to be in Club 21. And it's like 2 months to my birthday can? Haha.

All the bad photos taken would indicate my need for a new camera this Christmas or birthday! Haha! With anti-shake and 8.1mp at least? I still love my ruby minolta but my camera is already 4years old!

To end off, here's lulu & her various expressions.

Gosh, it's 1 day more to exams. I am still so 'nua'.
All the concepts of communication and emotional intelligence for better interpersonal relationship as well as the psychologists and the years which they conducted studies like home language is a great influence on learning to read and write and other theories or experiments. Please be happy that you are bilingual because chinese is a deep logographic script thus we develop better memory for rote learning by learning to read & write in chinese but Cummins (1976) says unless you're an additive bilingual, there are negative cognitive effects on dominant bilinguals and semilinguals.
Okay, this is just one teeny weeny memory work i have to do and there are like 50 names and dates per subject. How delightful. :D

God bless me. I need determination and good writing skills plus an even better memory. Amen.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
20:40

Girls

It has been said that girls mature faster and are smarter than boys in primary schools but boys would grow up to catch up with the girls and often overtake the girls in terms of academic intelligence. Well, the recent the PSLE top pupil is a Malay girl who made history for getting 294, highest in 17 years ( i quote jenson).

Well, recently some of my close female smarty pants have been telling me signs of such phenomenon.
"I am finding it hard to concentrate nowadays"
"I find it easier to know I am going shopping or holidays than exams"
"I wanna stop studying"
"I take days for things i complete within hours in the past"

I concur.
Home isn't as conducive as i thought it was in the past as well. There's lulu. She's the enemy of the (Pang) state.

On Monday, I had to take some of my happy pills from Barcelona.
Contra los lunes = Against mondays in spanish i think.

On tuesday, Dad gave me patrick.

He was kinda lonely so i asked dad to gimme spongebob.
On Wednesday, I got Bob. Bob was kinda hashbrownie like rather than spongebob squarish like.

Well now you know why tikam toys are cheaper. Almost never the real deal. :P

Started the tree-talking-evening-jogs again but am addicted to deal or no deal, taiwanese shows and ch8 serials too. :S Gosh it's only 4 days more. Please gimme more determination and brain power plus memory space. I need to up my RAM and increase my HDD.

Can't wait to party. Woohooo!

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
23:43

How to Have a Life

Step 1: Drive down to Holland V.

Step 2: Snuggle close on the cushy sofa & photowhore while waiting for food.

Step 3: Take another photo if the 1st isn't good.

Step 4: Take photos of others.

Step 5: Take photos of the food. Really really fresh & handmade, delivered by the chef'tress'.

Step 6: Take a group photo.

Step 7: Drive down to Macs & buy more & realised you don't want anymore food.

Yeah, exams are nearing. Gosh.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
13:03

I wanna be your Star.

Do you know I've been to the actual movie shooting location. :) Isle of Skye. Absolute paradise. Nothing you've seen anywhere else. It's just the pure and fresh Scottish air.
If you've seen my desktop photo you would know. :)) Huixiang you better visit the isle! *envious*

Anything victorian or older, magical or fantasy, love, witches, princesses, prince charming's' = yumyum.

(Like LOTR, 300, A Knight's Tale, Harry Potter, you get my drift. ;))

Yeah yeah i'm a sucker for sappy cheesy fantasy-themed movies and their songs. So? Shoot me.

I love this movie. :))

~*~*~*~*~

You light the skies up above me
A star so bright you blind me
Yeah
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t fade away
Don’t fade away

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

If wars break down, I will come for you
If angels cry oh I’ll be there for you
You saved my soul
Don’t leave me now
Don’t leave me now

yea you and me we can ride on a star
if you stay with me girl
we can rule the world
yeah you and me we can light up the sky
if you stay by my side
we can rule the world

All the stars are coming out tonight
There lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
There lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

All the stars are coming out tonight
There lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you...

Oh that warm fuzzy feeling this movie leaves you with... :) Delightfully endearing.

Capture the heart of your star and let love be immortalized.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
23:49

Decisions

Loved the recent dinner and hearing points of views of how life should be. Somehow i realised it's useless to think anymore. I'm gonna cherish what i've now rather than spend time thinking too much into the future. :) I'm not gonna be led by the nose nor am i gonna be playing the second fiddle so it's goodbye... again.

One last report and then it's time to cram big time!

Welcome to Club 21 Melissa!

;) Love the bob!

Love love this hippie sounding song! Go get it! It's called Young folks by Peter, Bjorn & John.

If I told you things I did before
Told you how I used to be
Would you go along with someone like me?

If you knew my story word for word
Had all of my history
Would you go along with someone like me?

I did before and had my share
It didn't lead nowhere
I would go along with someone like you

It doesn't matter what you did
Who you were hanging with
We could stick around and see this night through

And we don't care about the young folks
Talking about the young style
And we don't care about the old folks
Talking about the old style too
And we don't care about our own folks
Talking about our own style
All we care about is talking
Talking only me and you

Usually when things has gone this far
People tend to disappear
No one would surprise me unless you do

I can tell there's something going on
Hours seem to disappear
Everyone is leaving
I'm still with you

It doesn't matter what we do
Where we are going to
We can stick around
And see this night through

And we don't care about the young folks
Talking about the young style
And we don't care about the old folks
Talking about the old style too
And we don't care about our own folks
Talking about our own style
All we care about is talking
Talking only me and you

Would you? Would i? Would we?

Gawd, stop thinking, start studying.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
01:35

deliriously busy week

It's funny how familiarity breeds contempt with the bits and pieces of nostalgia. I'm caught in the wheel again. I'm contemplating on the prospect of running away from all this local shores' drama. :)) I'm independent but i just choose to be dependent on the lucky few. HAHA! Aren't we all lazy? I'm too comfortable with who i'm with and so i'm sticking to you all the time. I guess i'm Haw in the "who moved my cheese" story. I'm hemming and hawing all the time. Drats. I should learn to be the mice. Run run run, chase chase chase, changes changes changes.

Like Faith Evans says "If i had to do it all again, i wouldn't take away the rain cause i know it made me who i am. If i had to do it all again, I learnt so much from my mistakes, that's how i know He's watching me..."

Well my tests were okay. *beams* Now for the presentation tomorrow and the other test on wednesday. Let's pray. :)

I love the song by blue october.

i’m just a normal boy that sank when i fell overboard
my ship would leave the country but i’d rather swim ashore
without a life-vest i’d be stuck again
wish i was much more masculine
maybe then i could learn to swim like
14 miles away
now floating up and down i spin colliding into sound
like whales beneath me diving down
i’m sinking to the bottom of my
everything that freaks me out
the lighthouse gleam has just run out
i’m cold as cold as cold... can be

I wanna swim away but don’t know how
sometimes it feels just like i’m falling in the ocean
let the waves up... take me down
let the hurricane set in motion
let the rain of what i feel right now come down
let the rain come down

where is the coast guard i keep looking each direction
for a spotlight give me something... i need something for protection
maybe flotsam junk would do just fine
the jetsam sunk i’m left behind
i’m treading for my life believe me how can i keep up this breathing
not knowing how to think... i scream aloud begin to sink
my legs and arms are broken down with envy for the solid ground
i’m reaching for the life within me
how can one man stop his ending...
well i thought of just your face
relaxed and floated into space

i wanna swim away but don’t know how
sometimes it feels just like i’m falling in the ocean
let the waves up... take me down
let the hurricane set in motion
let the rain of what i feel right now come down
let the rain come down
now waking to the sun i calculate what i had done
like jumping from the bow yea
just to prove that i knew how yea
it’s midnights late reminder of
the loss of her the one i love
my will to quickly end it all
sat front row in my need to fall into the ocean end it all
into the ocean end it all

Project and Plush was how i spent last week. Had Mel's sweet 21st party. Photos soon. Well, my favorite Ps are still Putri and Pang. ;)

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
21:30

Kisses Given

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