The hardest part in life is not to hold on but to let go of everything you held on so dearly. It is this constant need to drop down something you've owned for so long to achieve something else - Changes. Unless it's for something bigger and subjectively and relatively better, we wouldn't really embrace many unnecessary changes. Constancy gives us comfort. This unwavering unchanged situation gives us the feeling of security. The peace and serenity we get in while being embroiled in this crazy hectic race that propels you forward as you drift along in its merciless torrents of waves. Those who do not anticipate this madness, wilters.

With these changes, there comes choices. This constant cruel process of analyzing and deciding with family members and even with friends. Unfortunately, once you're at the end of the line, you're on your own. And when you choose to move on, there will be regrets. The mysterious choices whose outcomes would remain unknown forever. These unravelled paths could only be your regrets should you be less deserving of the consequences of your final choices.

I miss the past only because i know i have survived it and i reminisce the happy moments only because i want to get by the present but that doesn't mean my memories were all chirpy and smooth sailing and that doesn't mean my future is all stormy, gloomy and grey. It just means I'm confused. Maybe she's right, I may end up running for too long that there isn't much of myself left to make the final sprint to the finishing line.

Don't let this be the way I say goodbye.