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sudden fear.

i have this sudden fear that i will never get married.
i want to but i will not because i can't find anyone right. :(
But really, i just don't know what i want.

Don't like depressing thoughts. Must be the Pills.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
22:04

Angry.

I think Bilingualism is the way to go!

What happened to immersion as a good way to learn a language? Many studies have shown its effectiveness.
I really feel that to master a language, we'd really have to learn to use it by using it. Using English to teach Chinese should not be an explicit method but one that is used when no other methods suffice or work. GAH! Embrace the fact that Chinese is a language learnt by rote learning and English is, to some extent, a phonology-based language. Okay i am gonna continue on this another day. I learn so much about this in psychology that i feel strongly about this issue. Can someone like Dr Susan educate or advise him?!?

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
18:45

Excitement is...

a splendid myriad of wonderful feelings.

I did stupid things, i'm still doing silly things. Lemme grow wiser.

It's tough to find a Sunday morning partner.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
12:32

A white seed for my jug.

Chinese have many virtues and values to observe and live by. I remembered a story about a man who strives to keep his jug of seeds untainted by black seeds. Everyday he would evaluate himself and if he had live with a clear conscience or did a good deed, he would put in a white seed. If he had done something he shouldn't have, he would have a black seed.

I wouldn't say i am a good person nor a bad person but i did something i'm quite proud of this morning. On the way to buona vista from boon lay, I asked a 35-ish man, who was keeping his head low and reading his book on how to be successful, to give up his priority seat to an old lady. I realised it took me quite abit of courage to stand up for what is right. I felt jittery for awhile but it felt good. :D It's not everyday i am caught such a situation so it's a a good thing i did what i've done otherwise it'll be bugging me the whole day! I'd really want someone to do that for my own ah-ma too.

Makes me feel like Audrey Tautou. :D I like quirky good natured girls.

But i don't think i'd ever be as skinny as she is. Gah. I need to slim down.
School's almost out. GESL is abit of a stress for me. I hope everything goes well. :)) I think i am a very good event coordinator. Like i said, being nice and friendly always helps. I'm thanking my lucky starsss.

I want to...
learn to cook from grandma.
learn to drive and own a car.
learn to ride a horse.
learn golf.
start something.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
18:40

Nights like these.

I dread nights like these. Nights when I'm alone, can't sleep, having exams tomorrow, feeling down and intimately wounded.

and so she ponders, wishes & scribbles
02:40

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